I belong...

to this wonderful email loop of other CCAI families who are waiting to go and pick up their children. I've learned so much from the btdt families, and so much support and understanding from those who are waiting for the first time...like me.

Yesterday I posted to the group and this is what I said, "This is the hardest wait I've ever
had! I've had three birth children, and pregnancy was NEVER this tough! I really feel like my brain is split in half. I can't think straight. I can't concentrate. I can't focus on anything. I'm totally excited, completely nervous, utterly happy, irrevocably smitten, all-together READY TO BE ON A PLANE!"

Yep sweet Laney, that pretty much sums up what your mama is going through. Love you though ~ and you're SO worth it!